“The purpose of the project is to get you acquainted with London,” the head of Middlesex University’s fashion department explained.
It was our first day on our fashion degree courses. Every first year fashion student was present, regardless of what fashion degree courses they were taking. I remember looking around the huge lecture hall and noticing how empty it was. I remember wondering whether I had made a mistake coming to Middlesex University. I had wanted to take a double major in, fashion design and styling and promotion. Middlesex had been the only university to offer the course that year.
A list of pieces of work we were allowed to produce was passed out.
“You must pick something off the list to show you can work to set instructions,” she warned us.
“What are you thinking of doing?” My teacher and ask me, when I had my first meeting with her.
“I want to keep it on theme with the projects you have set us,” I told her. “I thought maybe a map, so I could layer my notes, photographs and sketches on top.”
All our tasks had been collage based, design ones, so far.
“Styling is just collage,” my teacher had insisted.
“I think that’s a fabulous idea,” she beamed.
I cut up my notes, photographs and sketches, then made them into miniature flip charts. I added a store label to the top of each and sewed them on to my map. My mistake was not sticking the map to a cardboard base. On the day of the presentation I was the first student into my morning lesson. Little did I know my punctuality would change my life’s path.
“It’s ruined,” I complained, as I tried to stick bits of the torn up map together. It had ended up on the bottom of the pile, and pieces of it were everywhere.
“It’s fine,” my teacher reassured me. “You have found all your presentation notes, and the project is all about the research.”
“Seeing as I told you all not to do a map for this reason, I’m going to make an example out of you,” the head of fashion said, once I finished my presentation.
I wanted to point out that she had put map on the list, and that I hadn’t seen her since that day.
Her example making was not limited to my broken project.
“This is how not to dress… This is how not to speak…” She advised everyone.
“Take her advice, she knows what she’s talking about. It’s only a style. It’s only an accent,” my teacher had suggested.
“Yes, it’s only who I am,” I pointed out sarcastically.
“I’m leaving the course,” I told the head of fashion as I sat down in her office.
“You’re dropping out,” she laughed.
“No I’m not,” I corrected her. “I’ve been accepted on six other courses at this university, and three more run out of Stockport College.”
“Think about what you’re doing,” she advised. “I have a very large house in the… Countryside. I driver a…I bought that house and that car with fashion money.”
The details were lost on me. It was my turn to laugh. I had thought about it, long and hard. I had decided all I wanted was a job that made me happy, and I realised somethings are more important than money.